So it seems that the posting sporadically turned into not posting at all and for that, my dear readers, i am truly sorry. It would be futile for me to explain the past however many months, as i can barely remember them. There was a period where O/our sexual life pretty much ceased. And then W/we seemed to find O/our mojo again but only as boyfriend and girlfriend. And now it seems W/we are back to D/s.
i always knew W/we would return, it was just a question of when and how. W/we are still working out the how. W/we know that i need rules (W/we've scrapped everything from before and starting again) but Settiano wants rules that mean something. So far the only rule is that i am not to touch my pussy or my breasts without His permission (except when washing and wiping). This is to bring home that i am His, that i have lost my right to play with my body because it isn't mine - it's His.
W/we are also moving into a place of pain. Not a lot of pain but He has started enjoying inflicting and i enjoy knowing that i am His to do with what He wants.
So i hope that this time around i'll be a better submissive and a better blogger. i have missed you all so much and am trying to catch up on blog posts but only from the previous two weeks onwards - if you feel that there is something i probably missed that i should read i would really appreciate you leaving a link. And i hope that this time around everything will work out better (in both O/our relationship and the relationship i have with all you blogging peeps).
I'll Stand Before the God of Song
2 weeks ago