Shaved

Last week i shaved my pubic hair for Master.  i have attempted to keep it shaved since but not doing so well with that as shaving short hairs really doesn't agree with my body.

But anyway, having my pussy shaved is something W/we have talked about many times and W/we were both interested in it.  What W/we weren't prepared for was the emotional reaction i would have to losing my hair down there.  It made me feel naked and exposed - that wasn't the bad part.  i felt as though a part of me was missing (i guess technically it was) and it took me a while to get used to the idea of being 'naked'.  It has been shaved for a week now and i'm beginning to get used to it, though i'm still not sure if i actually like it or not (not that that has any relevance to whether it stays shaved or not).  Master seems to love it and He's fucked me more times this week than He has for a while.  i'd like to think it was just my sexy charm but it would be naive to think that it has nothing to do with being shaved.

my Return

So it seems that the posting sporadically turned into not posting at all and for that, my dear readers, i am truly sorry.  It would be futile for me to explain the past however many months, as i can barely remember them.  There was a period where O/our sexual life pretty much ceased.  And then W/we seemed to find O/our mojo again but only as boyfriend and girlfriend.  And now it seems W/we are back to D/s. 

i always knew W/we would return, it was just a question of when and how.  W/we are still working out the how.  W/we know that i need rules (W/we've scrapped everything from before and starting again) but Settiano wants rules that mean something.  So far the only rule is that i am not to touch my pussy or my breasts without His permission (except when washing and wiping).  This is to bring home that i am His, that i have lost my right to play with my body because it isn't mine - it's His.

W/we are also moving into a place of pain.  Not a lot of pain but He has started enjoying inflicting and i enjoy knowing that i am His to do with what He wants.

So i hope that this time around i'll be a better submissive and a better blogger.  i have missed you all so much and am trying to catch up on blog posts but only from the previous two weeks onwards - if you feel that there is something i probably missed that i should read i would really appreciate you leaving a link.  And i hope that this time around everything will work out better (in both O/our relationship and the relationship i have with all you blogging peeps).