Adieu (for now)

It seems, once again, i am apologizing for my lack of posts.  i had really hoped that this time i would have something to write about, or find a way in which i could say it.  Apparantly that has not been the place.  And so i'm saying adieu to this blog, but only for now.  Master and i have agreed to keep the space open, in case W/we wish to return to it at some point in the future.  Right now W/we must focus on life and university and simply getting through the next few months.

i hope i will find solace in this place once again, but for now, it will simply rust in the depths of cyberspace.  However, i will still try and read and comment once in a while on other blogs and will try to keep my blogroll updated, if nothing else.  So i direct to others who are writing about the BDSM lifestyle and hope you will find something useful and comforting in their words - i know i will.

Blogging

As you may have noticed, my blogging buzz has come back. It seems to be in sync with my submission. When i wasn't feeling particularly submissive and O/our relationship was in a natural lull, my blogging seemed to follow suit.

Andn ow things are picking up again. W/we are both reaching the end of the uni year meaning W/we are anticipating lots of time when W/we can focus on U/us and give plenty of thought to O/our D/s lifestyle. With that comes a sudden influx of thoughts and ideas i want to share with you. i am hoping my M.E. won't bring me down again and prevent me from being as motivated and rejuvinated as i feel.

Introduction

i hate first posts - i always feel that i have so much to explain and tell any readers who may stumble here that i don't know where to start.

So i'll start with blogging. i am blogging for myself. It is a chance to show myself for who i am, and in the process learn something about myself. It is a place to document my journey so i can look back and see the changes.

And it is for the reader. Over the past seven months (since i have been with Master Settiano) i have become a reader of blogs (which you can find on my profile) bye submissives' and dominants' and they have helped me in more ways than i can explain. They have made me see that i am not alone, yet everyone has their own approach to D/s; they have also helped to mould me into the submissive i am/am becoming.

i have decided it is time to document my own submissiveness so that others may gain an understanding. i am who and what i am and i need to share that with the world - so i have created this blog.