For two nights i slept with His cum inside me. i have never felt so owned, nor so content. Every time i moved i was reminded that i am His by His cum leaking down my leg. i let it drip, knowing that that's where it belongs. i didn't want to wipe it away so for two nights i let it dry on me.
Those two nights were a big step for me as i didn't freak out once about what i am giving Him. Because, even though i knew it before, i am now completely certain that this is where i belong. With Him. His. Owned by Him. And it is the best way to lead to happiness.
i'm not saying i won't freak out again. i know me and i know i will. But i also know that now i can cope with the aftermath. i can cope because of Him, not in spite of Him. i am His and he is my Master. W/we belong together, with each other, with His cum in me, on me and wherever else He chooses.
The Future is Unknown
2 months ago
The thought of enjoying his cum dripping out of you for two nights shows your devotion to him. I hope he continues to put his cum in you and on you and wherever else he wants it. May your relationship continue to thrive.
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This is a beautiful post! It's the small steps that count. A good Master will know exactly how much to ask of you and won't push too hard or too fast, but just remember to communicate. I bet you are going to do just wonderfully. <3
ReplyDeletewhat a lovely post. i can relate to that feeling of being completely owned and contented when filled with cum, but i'm not sure i could have expressed it as well as you did here. wonderful.
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Thank you for all of your replies - even now when i remember it i am reminded of how happy and content i am now that i am owned. i wasn't expecting it but it is a very welcome feeling and something i now strive for with whatever He asks of me.
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